Viewing inside out, watching
your life unfold around you and
wondering how you know all the lines?
Viewing as it plays out, have you
seen this movie one two many times?
The same scene stretches on and on,
never really cutting to the next and
you still feel so detached. Not connected
nor missed on set but watching from the
Viewing your life as if it plays out as
in front of you comes to be a state of reality,
a state that never fades out as detachment
sets in to stay for life. Music becomes background
noise to scenes from intimate to meaningless.
Viewing, watching, collecting moments to replay
over and over in punishment and in pleasure. I
have nothing but time in the theatre of my head,
wondering how I look through someone else’s eyes?
M. Willcox (Photo credit M. Willcox)
This is a photo I took in Bonaventure Cemetery, it has been
manipulated to show how it feels to be detached and alienating,
at least from my point of view.
Day 12 – Estranged and Cut off – NaPoWriMo with Magaly Guerrero 2015